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WHY ARE THEY ALWAYS ON THEIR PHONES. 

YES, THEM. 

FFS. ALL THEY DO IS WALK THROUGH THE HALLS AND AROUND CAMPUS ON THEIR PHONES. ARE THEY EVER ACTUALLY IN A CLASSROOM? OR DOING HOMEWORK? 

you know you’ve hit a fucked up point in your life when you google “does vodka have calories

SO HUNGRY. 

ALMOST DONE WITH PAPER. 

no wonder these converse seem so small. they’re a size 6. the laces barely tie! and the seams are literally busted. but i cannot let them go, because once upon a time i worked so hard to attain them. it was one of my first biggest purchases, and still to this day the most expensive pair of shoes that i have bought for myself. in high school i saw these at Journeys at Crossroads and decided to save up for them! They were $60 and I adored them! They are still so beautiful to me. 

so sick of white boys. 

where my grills at. 

#idigwmu’sculturaldiversity

so lost but also so sure……….

true story: I went to a K-Wings hockey game yesterday. Super duper fun, first time i’ve been to a hockey game. they had on the screens to tweet #kwingsdj or something like that to request a song to be played in the stadium. i thought that Whisky in the Jar would be cool to hear and sounds like something the dj/crowd would go for, considering the situation. but my phone is a piece of junk, so I didn’t bother getting onto twitter and requesting it. and then like a half hour later, the dj plays Whisky in the Jar. crazy!! they read my mind. 

ohhhhh my baby is so good to me. and i loooooove him. 

yesterday he unexpectedly loooooooved me very goodly. 

and right now it’s 3 a.m. and he’s making us a bagel to split (:

it’s his 21st birthday! hooray! now we can share some new great memories in places we’ve never been before…..in all the brewpubs, etc in Kalamazoo and ect! i am so excited to get to go out and drink some nice drinks with my most beautiful man. 

i am just beginning to write a paper that is due tomorrow…..and i have 2 classes to go to…..and then all should be well…..for a few hours. 

as i’m struggling to write this paper on the social construction of adolescence….i mindlessly went back on fb..on a random person’s (hillbilly-like) profile..and there were picture of babies/toddlers…and i thought “is there anything more important than babies?!? i should be an elementary teacher. Hank said last night “I don’t know why you aren’t teaching elementary.” yeah yeah……..The thing is, I think that i would LOVE to teach elementary, and I would LOVE to teach high school. I don’t know which one I would love more yet. And I don’t feel like I have to decide just yet. I’m 21, and only 1.5 years away from being a high school teacher. I will become a high school teacher, and I will probably love it…every time I think about it I feel this surging ache in my chest that pushes me forward, and makes me want to have a classroom that I can exert positive influence in! And I think it will be great…hell I am spending thousands of dollars to become I teacher, I wouldn’t be doing this if I didn’t think it was meant to be. But also, there is plenty of time to become an elementary teacher instead, or as well. I can teach hs, and then go back to college and come out again ready to teach elem if I think that will be good for me and for my students as well. I can love both! I love school in general and I love being a teacher.