note to future self: try making some awesome omelettes!!!!! looks up recipes or basically: bacon bits (from real bacon), sausage bits, onions bits, mushroom bits, cheese. yum!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything outside my window right now is so still and everything is either lush green or brown. it looks fake. 

drinking may not be the “healthy” way to deal with shit you’re going through. but it sure is nice. 
(this is just a thought. my life is perty good right now). 

i just did 50 sit-ups. soooo how much weight have i lost?…..

this is a hard night. the ONLY reason why i’m not cutting is because too many people have asked me about my last round of scars. i feel like a dumbass when they ask about it. and i start work next week, so i can’t be looking like a fucking idiot. #tears #depressed #hurts

just a few days ago it was lightly snowing and now it’s so hot i am sweating. 

okay i just finished the 6 page paper that is due later today at 7 p.m. 

i have now been up for 24 hours straight. my eyes are twitching whenever something makes an abrupt noise. i’m about to drive across town and all i can think of is the Myth Busters episode that showed how driving after being awake for 24+ hours can be just as dangerous/more dangerous than driving buzzed. 

but i don’t have much of a choice. i’ve got girls on the run today and i need to read a bunch of chapters before the exam at 7 p.m. And then a bunch more shitty hours of being awake studying like crazy for the Russian history exam that’s tomorrow at 12:30. 

but then i’m fucking done with the semester!!!!!!!!!!!

home alone. working on a paper. listening to gregorian chants. i feel like i’m in a cult. 

“If there is any sense in making New Year’s resolutions, we would like to offer one for every student’s consideration: “Resolved that in 1960, I will keep myself informed and develop opinions on the political, social, and economic questions which shape and guide the world.”

-Western Herald, January 8, 1960 edition.