when my boyfriend calls me crazy i’m like lol you cannot even imagine, i say only the sane things, being me and my thoughts about life are legit crazy. you don’t even know.
I just watched a man open the passenger car door for his wife before getting in himself. My man’s never done that for me. )’:
me: this has been a horrible week.
you: i know.
not “i’m sorry” or “i want to make your next days better” or anything like that. just i know……….
someone emailed me back and i am having a mini freak out. heart is beating out of control and i am all uncomfortable and mentally freaking out. over the internet. a;sldkfjas;ldkjf as;dlfj
i might have to wait
i’ll never give up
i guess it’s half timing
and the other half’s luck.
why don’t you want to live with me and protect me? i am sick of living by myself and being terrified at every noise in this fucking place. i am going to die sad and alone in this stupid house.
i hope some day you want me. and want to take care of me.
I woke up this morning with quite swollen eyelids. They still feel puffy each time I blink. And with each blink I am forced to remember why. why I cried for hours yesterday. why I cried myself to sleep. i’m almost 21, you would think I would be past the part in life where you cry yourself to sleep. but here I am. The second night in a row.
you can tell i’ve been depressed of late because i’ve been really wanting to watch Twilight.
seriously crying all the time. it’s 12:08am and I work at 5:30am but i can’t go to sleep….i’m just listening to sad music and searching sad tags.
it’s always: “if you wanna hang out.” not “i wanna hang out with you.”
i am so depressed……………………………
i always have work and school. and then there’s times like right now, where it’s only 7pm…..and you don’t want to hang out ):
Customer: I want coffee, but not so strong. I’ll have an iced mocha. With cream in it.
Me: You want to add cream to it?
Me: Mochas are already made with milk, I just want to make sure you know that………..Do you still want to add cream?
Me: And do you want the whipped cream on top?
So he gets an iced mocha….adds half and half to it……..and then gets it topped off with whipped cream.